ow
the strike of the chord
a pang in my heart
as i realize ive done it again
i talked too much
made the room spin around me
in an attempt to feel
as though i am what you would want
awkward smiles and
giggles when i blink
“there she goes,
the one who couldn’t bear to think
another person might want a modicum of prose”
you’re not the center of attention
you talked too much
please don’t come again
don’t bother waiting
the surprise to see me walk in
joining you, when the invite
obviously led to despite
you don’t care
im begging you to be aware
im so sorry
so disgustingly remorseful
i can not pick up on the hint
stuck on you, fine lint
delusional to the fullest degree
unable to understand how badly
you don’t want me
please don’t worry
my apologies, please do read
your warnings and subtle signs asking me to leave
i’ll make sure to heed